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Post by Chromeo on Oct 22, 2009 11:01:13 GMT -5
We kinda had to talk. It was totally awkward. We were just sitting there doing nothing.
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Post by Tails82 on Oct 22, 2009 11:02:54 GMT -5
Methinks that's better than my last "conversation"
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Post by Chromeo on Oct 22, 2009 11:03:49 GMT -5
Why don't you tell us all about it?...
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Post by Tails82 on Oct 22, 2009 11:06:05 GMT -5
hmmm....
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Post by thewave on Oct 22, 2009 11:41:30 GMT -5
Damn it doesn't copypaste everything. Oh well, I quoted as much as possible. Really nitro, I comment because I DO care about you. Don't think your life is pointless. Ever. Hokay, I'm a pretencious douchebag who likes to think I'm superior because I watch BBC news (I totally am). Supposedly a bleeding heart liberal, yet I can never seem to be assed to actually do anything about anything. That leads onto my next point, I have no social life, I haven't been to a party in severel years, I didn't even have a birthday party last year, I just stayed at home. I like to imagine that I'm working class, but really I'm comfortably lower middle class. I just can't seem to take advantage of it. *inhales* No comment. Just quoting as proof that I just listen to you. I don't do any work around the house, I could never talk to any of my real life friends about this stuff because we're really not that close... Everyone mocks me and makes fun of me constantly, I guess maybe they're kinda justified, but they could just shut the fuck up about how superior they are and just leave me alone. I'm paranoid arouned people, I feel like I'm constantly hiding my true personality, I don't have a good diet, I don't do what my parents tell me, and I'm useless at practical tasks, and worthless at manual labour. Also I'm just worthless. I'm wasting my life playing computer games and shit and sometimes I just feel like I shouldn't bother anymore. I kinda went through a suicidal period a few years back, but I guess I got over it. *inhales* Same here. Except the suicidal part, which hasn't happened. Yet. Really Nitro, you're not the only one with these problems. And don't fucking think we don't care, because we do. Especially I do care. n fact, I hate humanity with a passion. Yay someone with the same thought of humanity as me! Females have just treated me like shit my whole life. At least I have some guy friends, so I can get perspective. (I told you, sexist streak) Females are just mean. Fact. >_> However, I can say not all females are that shitty. You'll eventually meet those. Not really, no. At least you guys can have a good laugh, right? Laugh? Me? Are you shitting me? Those stuff aren't something to laugh at! I have a weird posture, I feel like society owes me something, I torrent all the time and don't feel slightly guilty about it. I have a habit for breaking things when I get pissed off. I got in a fight with some chav girl a few years back and she beat the shit out of me. I threw the first punch. I have no fashion sense, I feel like everyone who disgrees with me is an idiot... Uh... Oh yeah, I have no idea what I want to do when I'm older, I'll probably go work in Tesco's or something. I feel like my life sucks so bad even though nothing that bad has ever really happened to me, and my family have been supportive and functional... ish. I'm prety sure I also have Social Anxiety, and I was diagnosed with Aspergers syndrome a while ago. ... Yeah, okay, I need a break now. Don't think like that. Just think carefully of what you like and what kind of jobs there are for that. Also, autism isn't an excuse for having a sucky life. Autism have good benefits too. You just have to discover them. Well, I'm booked for a counsellor (therapist? Phychiatrist? I never know the right word) in a few weeks, so hopefully that'll help... Good luck, I hope it helps you a lot more than it did to me.... I did talk to some random person in the medical office a few days ago for like half an hour. She smokes 6 cigarettes a day, she also has a friend called Lewis, who is "a bastard". And she is way behind on her Food Tech work. We never even exchanged names >_> Is that satisfactory?... Hey, you DID have a chat with a random person! Congrats on that! You've now obtained more courage than me! >_> |
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Post by little j ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Oct 22, 2009 14:14:00 GMT -5
I did talk to some random person in the medical office a few days ago for like half an hour. She smokes 6 cigarettes a day, she also has a friend called Lewis, who is "a bastard". And she is way behind on her Food Tech work. We never even exchanged names >_> Is that satisfactory?... This is most excellent. More tangible goals like the "say hi to someone" make more sense. This hard. "Be confident" is vague and immeasurable. "Say hi to someone" and the like are, and will lead to greater confidence. Goals are not to be abstract unless they are broken down into concrete parts that can be acted upon. |
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Post by Laharls_Wrath on Oct 22, 2009 14:14:09 GMT -5
Nitro....feel better...
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Post by little j ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Oct 22, 2009 14:55:43 GMT -5
Also, I remember you talking about how others called you smart. That reminded me of this excellent speech by Howard Tayler. This speech is pretty much the reason, "I may suck, but I don't have to stay this way," is a sort of motto of mine. |
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Post by Chromeo on Oct 22, 2009 15:24:30 GMT -5
That was just depressing. So I'm not talented or hard working? Great...
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Post by Laharls_Wrath on Oct 22, 2009 15:26:08 GMT -5
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Post by thewave on Oct 22, 2009 15:28:33 GMT -5
OH. MY. GOD. Not that song!
*Dies*
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Post by little j ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Oct 22, 2009 15:29:01 GMT -5
That was just depressing. So I'm not talented or hard working? Great... "You're not talented," wasn't the point of his speech. His point was, "Innate talent means nothing." Are you not good at something? Start doing it. You can change. Incidentally, do you have a Paypal account? |
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Post by Chromeo on Oct 22, 2009 15:44:32 GMT -5
A Paypal account? >_> Now I'm a little worried. I thought it was free!...
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Post by little j ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Oct 22, 2009 15:46:18 GMT -5
No, I'm offering you money.
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Post by Chromeo on Oct 22, 2009 15:49:23 GMT -5
What? Really? Far be it from me to turn down money, but I'm fine, really... >_>
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