Post by Pyro ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Jan 16, 2016 16:58:31 GMT -5
I was reading the 2015 and 2014 topics I'd made so thought I might as well do another for this year.
Post the worst and best things for 2015 for you. And maybe some goals or plans for 2016.
The beginning and end of 2015 were polar opposites for me.
The first half of the year I was in mental hell, I hated what was going on around me and wanted everything to end and didn't see anything good happening to me. I lost a couple friends who moved away. I had to cut my sister out of my life to try make things better for me. I acted like a retard over a hot guy I lived with but he eventually left. Work was getting stale and boring. No social life. I had nothing to look forward to. Life was shit haha. I did keep up with healthy eating and exercise though. But I lost too much weight lol i have body issues.
Then I broke the bottle and shortly after my life changed completely.
In September when a new guy started working with me. Of course Ally's 95% rule applied to him. 95% of dudes I meet have a girlfriend, the other 5% just dont like me. Anyway, we worked together and I was just being myself. After a month and a half he broke up with his girlfriend and we got together. holy shit someone actually likes me for me! I had no idea wtf I was doing, but I managed to go on dates, and do the girlfriend thing. I accomplished so much in the last 3 months of last year. I was actually doing the things! I appreciated and treasured every moment of it.
2016 Im in the same position I was in this time last year. But I have a different mind set. Things are going shitty and I feel lost and hopeless but I wont let that stop me. I refuse to quit. I am awesome. I am Iron Man. I broke so many bottles last year. I said yes to every opportunity even when I was super scared. The pay off was worth it... Mostly. You need to get that balance. When you want to much in life you risk losing it all, and I wanted too much too fast. Things got messed up. But then if you want to little you might not get anything at all.
Reading my past topics I know I dont get all my goals done, and I do transfer some over but here are some life plans .
Goals for 2016;
1) Smoke weed. My goal for 2014 was to smoke weed and we were actually gonna do that this month haha. I think maybe one day we could still do it. Its just an experience I'd like to have.
2) Using the confidence and self esteem I now have to carry on and actually use internet dating sites to meet single people (actual single people to, no in relationships or open relationships, or just out of relationships or any of that bull shit).
3) I want to go to another country. Even if its for the weekend.
4) Go to another music concert. I did two last year!
5) Move out of this house to another place, meet some new people via random living situations.
6) Get another job. I definitely think I've reached as far as i can go in this company.
7) Make more friends. Currently I have one friend excluding my Ex.
8) Swear more. Fuck the law, they can eat my dick, that's word to Pimp. lol
Post the worst and best things for 2015 for you. And maybe some goals or plans for 2016.
The beginning and end of 2015 were polar opposites for me.
The first half of the year I was in mental hell, I hated what was going on around me and wanted everything to end and didn't see anything good happening to me. I lost a couple friends who moved away. I had to cut my sister out of my life to try make things better for me. I acted like a retard over a hot guy I lived with but he eventually left. Work was getting stale and boring. No social life. I had nothing to look forward to. Life was shit haha. I did keep up with healthy eating and exercise though. But I lost too much weight lol i have body issues.
Then I broke the bottle and shortly after my life changed completely.
In September when a new guy started working with me. Of course Ally's 95% rule applied to him. 95% of dudes I meet have a girlfriend, the other 5% just dont like me. Anyway, we worked together and I was just being myself. After a month and a half he broke up with his girlfriend and we got together. holy shit someone actually likes me for me! I had no idea wtf I was doing, but I managed to go on dates, and do the girlfriend thing. I accomplished so much in the last 3 months of last year. I was actually doing the things! I appreciated and treasured every moment of it.
2016 Im in the same position I was in this time last year. But I have a different mind set. Things are going shitty and I feel lost and hopeless but I wont let that stop me. I refuse to quit. I am awesome. I am Iron Man. I broke so many bottles last year. I said yes to every opportunity even when I was super scared. The pay off was worth it... Mostly. You need to get that balance. When you want to much in life you risk losing it all, and I wanted too much too fast. Things got messed up. But then if you want to little you might not get anything at all.
Reading my past topics I know I dont get all my goals done, and I do transfer some over but here are some life plans .
Goals for 2016;
1) Smoke weed. My goal for 2014 was to smoke weed and we were actually gonna do that this month haha. I think maybe one day we could still do it. Its just an experience I'd like to have.
2) Using the confidence and self esteem I now have to carry on and actually use internet dating sites to meet single people (actual single people to, no in relationships or open relationships, or just out of relationships or any of that bull shit).
3) I want to go to another country. Even if its for the weekend.
4) Go to another music concert. I did two last year!
5) Move out of this house to another place, meet some new people via random living situations.
6) Get another job. I definitely think I've reached as far as i can go in this company.
7) Make more friends. Currently I have one friend excluding my Ex.
8) Swear more. Fuck the law, they can eat my dick, that's word to Pimp. lol
Spinning round and round like the deadly hands of a radium clock. 