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Post by Mastery on Apr 22, 2012 22:47:48 GMT -5
;_;
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Post by Pyro ᵛᵉʳᶦᶠᶦᵉᵈ ✔ on Apr 23, 2012 1:49:26 GMT -5
And mmSnake
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Post by Chromeo on Apr 23, 2012 1:52:34 GMT -5
If he wants to hang out with his new buddies then let him.
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Post by Mastery on Apr 23, 2012 7:22:29 GMT -5
Yeah I know. At least I have his Steam, I can still talk to him.
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Tails82
Lord of Terror++
Loyal Vassal
still...sipping?
Posts: 34,369
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Post by Tails82 on Apr 23, 2012 8:40:30 GMT -5
Where'd he go?...
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Post by Preventing Google Doxxing on Apr 23, 2012 16:40:31 GMT -5
Active Users In The Past 24 Hours
4 Staff Members, 3 Members, 41 Guests, 1 Invisible User
None of which are him. Odd.
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Post by Chromeo on Apr 23, 2012 16:46:58 GMT -5
The hell is that av?
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Post by Preventing Google Doxxing on Apr 23, 2012 17:07:47 GMT -5
Snipped from a scene where a girl's about to get raped by a dolphin.
But what's important is that he has a tie!
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Post by Deleted on Apr 23, 2012 20:36:58 GMT -5
Yeah, yeah.
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Post by Laharls_Wrath on Apr 25, 2012 21:54:50 GMT -5
I don't believe you If he wants to hang out with his new buddies then let him. Has nothing to do with posting here, I spend my time sitting on mumble chatting/gaming with them regardless, I can actually talk with them without every little goddamn thing turning into an argument about something Yeah I know. At least I have his Steam, I can still talk to him. Hit me up if you ever want a chat or need anything TF2 related I stopped posting/visiting the forum because I just haven't felt the desire to post here any more, no idea why, but I just lost the drive to and feel disconnected feel very 'bleh' and adrift about most things these past several days, dunno why, meh but yeah, I haven't felt like posting and most of what I'd been reading here I've either felt meh towards, got irritated by, or started making myself feel sick about so, if I had no drive to post I figured why bother opening the site, no one will notice anyway, I'll just eventually come scan topics for ToS violations periodically to make sure all is good on that end but yeah, idk, I feel meh and for once that's starting to extend towards the boards or something, idk but I've still been on msn and steam and such if anyone actually wanted to chat (and I'm still perpetually on the mumble sserver if anyone wanted the info to hop on that, but anyway, what I'm saying is that if any of you actually wanted to fuckin' talk with me, I've been available), just haven't been showing up here *shrugs* idk, I just feel 'bleh' and I haven't felt like posting or reading posts here, don't know why and I don't really see why it would matter to any of you but I just don't know |
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Post by Mastery on Apr 25, 2012 22:27:47 GMT -5
Eh, it happens eventually. So far, the only internet circlejerk I HAVEN'T started feeling weird about and left is this one (but I guess that's because this is the only place on the internet where I can really be myself, except GameFAQs but I don't have a dedicated group there)
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Post by Laharls_Wrath on Apr 25, 2012 22:38:34 GMT -5
could have something to do with the fact that I've kindof stopped viewing things as groups and more just the individuals and idk that kindof alters the way I feel about a lot of things in a bunch of aspects of life
also mostly the fact that I feel meh about pretty much everything lately and have really only been hopping on the mumble because I know people's voices will force my mind onto different things, at least most of the time
I don't know, there's also the fact that I'm getting more and more annoyed at things and people and caring less and less about other things and people
and yeah, I've felt kindof in a haze lately, even when it comes to the few things I do care about, everything just feels bleh
don't know, can't explain it, and lastly, should always try to be you and should try to be that single, unified, person in all situations
at least that's my view on life but yeah whatever
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Post by Mastery on Apr 25, 2012 22:44:35 GMT -5
Yeah, I know the feeling when everything is bleh, usually I fixed it by being creative (usually writing a short story), of course I'm not sure if it just cures it or if it just gives me a "feel good about myself" high.
And I do try to be myself, but more often than not it leads to bad situations, so instead I just do what would benefit me the most, of course it has led to me being called selfish, controlling, paranoid and evil, but I'm really just trying to avoid conflict.
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Post by Laharls_Wrath on Apr 25, 2012 22:51:35 GMT -5
conflict sucks, I'd rather just avoid people though, but that's just the misanthrope in me talking and eventually as a human being you crave the company of others so meh idk it sucks people suck life sucks etc
it's funny that you bring up writing a short story, though, as Lukey's hosting an SCP-style story competition over on pH
but meh, writing isn't exactly my thing and my thoughts have all been way too grim for it to be a pleasant outlet for anything
creativity, as a whole, generally isn't my thing
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Post by Mastery on Apr 25, 2012 23:04:25 GMT -5
My problem is I love people too much to avoid them, sometimes I just like going outside in the middle of the day and seeing everybody pass by, with their friends, wheelchairs, giant dogs, tiny rabbits, lazy cats, baby strollers etc. So conflict is pretty much inevitable.
And a contest? You got me interested.
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